ayla_kun

Ok....so I just got back from bowling with barbara and beckie,howard,eddy,and frank. I had so much fun let me tell you. I dressed up in this cute little top and now my hair is cute not really short but enough to where I wont die in this damn heat..I hate florida. ~Anyways~ we were right across from these two cute guys and they were realkly sweet too so that helped out alot. I went to the mall with teh money my mom gave me and signed up for a nextel...w00t! I love those "beep beep" phones. LOL. Im so wierd. I just had a ball don't know why I was so happy tonight but I was and I guess that is a good thing right? Im losing weight also...keeping up with not eating so much. Im dying my hair dark cherry tomorrow after church. Yes.. I said it..church. Since I moved out I wasn't going to church and I did have alot of friends there that I lost contact with and I don't like it one damn bit,hopefully they wont be to mad at me. I have had such a good weekend...no stress really. I mean friday I went out with barb and beckie and had a girls night where we bought some alcohol and listened to some music and played cards all night. That was great and then tonight we went bowling...another great thing. Now tomorrow im supposed to go get the final touches to my phone set...then they will overnight it to me on monday so I will get it tuesday then I will post my number...a little info...all of my incoming calls are free so therefor call me all you want it wont cost me a damn dime. LOL.*giggles*...then after leaving the mall I have to go home and get ready so I can go skating with barbara,becky,and frank, we are supposed to go out to the ale house then skating and then some bar so they can get trashed, but I can't stay out to late cause I have work at 9 in the morning till 5... I might skip on skating if its going to be really late. I don't know yet. Well I guess jj is doing good...I don't know the only time he IMed was on friday to see how much money I can give him and to see how I was...then he just signed off...I wanted to talk to him more but guess he has had other things on his mind...*rolls eyes* and that is one thing we have in common cause so do I. You know I look at all theses couples and I want to be one. I miss the hand-holding and the kissing and just the talking and caring for someone. I mean im not THAT ugly, but when I hang out with barb im just the "girl she brought along", kinda makes me feel like shit, but I didn't care tonight because for once I realized that she is in fact the one that is fucked up...LOL!!!!!!!!~inside joke~. Well I will go for now and update when I can. Byebye!

~niki~